To the greatest love of my life,
I have a confession to make. I am sure you are already aware. I’ve come to Love another... I’ve known Love elsewhere.
I would surely understand if this comes as quite a disappointment to you, but I assure you, no other Love has ever made me stop Loving you.
I may have had my attention pulled away, I may have fallen victim to being almost completely subsumed in the Love that I have felt for them, but never have I ever allowed that to take away the Love that I have for you. You are the Love of which I allow myself to be fully attached.
I do have another confession that may be even more difficult to articulate though... I want to continue Loving. I want to continue to Love you & to have the freedom to Love another.
I don’t want that to be made out to be selfish, because I am certain of the benefits. If I were to spend all my time Loving you, I may just go crazy. Forgive me for saying that, as I’m only being partly facetious here.
Ultimately though, If I were to spend all my time Loving you, I’d know the deepest Love there is, the only Love that I ever needed to know... and yet, when I am allowed to Love another, I become witness to aspects of you that I would have never been able to perceive on my own... which exponentially increases the many angles of Love I can experience with you.
There may feel like there are times I have forgotten the Love that I have for you, but I assure you I haven’t. Every day that I exist I am putting forth the effort to show you that I do indeed Love you.
Loving you has shown me that I have a boundless capacity to Love. A boundless capacity to Forgive. A boundless capacity to Overcome.
There have been so many hardships we’ve come to face, dealing with one another in such a way. We have proven we can overcome them. You are stubborn in some ways, too naive in many others. You have your ways about you, but I am learning. I am continuing to learn as you are continuing to learn & understand me.
There have been things we’ve compromised on, for which I am grateful. However, there are honestly some things that will have to change, within both of us, as we continue to Love.
Indeed the Love will not end, regardless of how we move forward. However, I will say that the presence of the Love that I have to give will start to purify that which blocks both of our evolution.
Has it occurred to you that the Love we’ve experienced thus far can & will be taken to even greater heights? How very exciting that is, indeed. Yes, there will be valleys, but there’s a deep sense of Love that is experienced there too, that makes all of the benevolent peaks more awe-inspiring to witness.
I Love You, & I always will. I will continue to dedicate myself to you, & to nurture you when you fall. I will come to cherish the aspects of you that I cannot change & be grateful for the changes you’ve accepted for us to know an unending Love.
All the Best,
Sean aka Mr. Wildenfree