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SOK2 | Stream of Konscience 2 (2015)
In this second installment of The Stream of Konscience series, Mr. Wildenfree opens his mind once again and sheds light on his current state of affairs through vulnerable rhymes and familiar beats. Many dreams of love, the lack of it and overcoming the upsets. Many nightmares of new age racism, black on black violence, and overcoming the self. Venture once again into the mind of Mr. Wildenfree.
I barely know where to begin
It's like
I feel like I'm an OG around these parts I done barely stepped in
I took that shxt to heart when they said no flexin
but fxck it I'ma step into my zone
Grab the mic pick up the phone
Double up, on the wealth and the Tea
And The guac and the weed and the
Well, That's, about all you really need
And happiness and vision allows you to proceed
I think it's time I realized I'm the second KING
This ain't about dreams, it's bout setting better goals
AND Chopin shxt down like I'm with my Seminoles
Fender Rhodes but Im tiptoeing in my notes
Just kidding I got one pair of Js
And I wear em all the time
And them joints is just... fine
Fxck it I don’t even gotta mind it
Cause I'm on the right path with a... compass
And it's fxck Comcast and they overages
They will get it later, I just need some green oranges
don’t ignore me chick cause i’m bout to have all the hits
Droppin’ soulful mixed with some lyrical shxt
So old school wit a new school spin
In art they post-post-modern
Don't be alarmed man That's 5-0 at the Door
Just kidding man that's 5-0 at the door
Better pray for your life 'fore you walk out ya home
Where phone's don't even gotta roam
And you struggle like Rome making do with what you own
Just to see it crumbling down
That's like what we do to America, Now
At a fxckin house party sharing styles
And It's about time I spread a better message with style
Coming over ya clouds
And watch me wash the rainy ones away
Oh my bad, that sound like what I wanna do to babay
Joc elate be elated bout ya fxckin day
Sit back and take hold it's Mr. Wildenfree
(Freestyle rap while chillin’ with my roommate, Mike)
(opening skit)
I said that it's the fxckin’ Lo$ Davinci
What you know about me?
Gon’ for a minute but appear suddenly
Just to take all of ya hoes but pass ‘em back like hot potatoes
I know she chose but i’m better off alone
What ya waiting’ on? she said
I told her i’m just tryna make my art first then get the bread
And the women will pursue that’s just how they stay ahead
And that’s how I get some head
When they notice my potential and they just RSVP the D
Cc: All my homies and my enemies
Hey young world all my heroes are inside of me
I’ve learned a lot from my momma and my idols
Gone so long I surpassed all of my rivals
But i’ll interstellar travel back in time just to find ‘em
Then say this is how you master your survival
Do it all yourself then no one can take your wealth
Then you help all of your friends find themselves and the wealth
And then you put it all together
Circulate the dollar and make plans you follow
Try and give back, make enough to not bor-row
Live for - tomorrow but more importantly Today
What I’m tryna say is you got it
Even in a fxcked up society that only cares about ya wallets
Even with that lint inside ya pocket
you can put a smile on make sure you always rock it
Lift your own heart but don’t chase it like Vodka
But if its opportunity then take a shot
If it’s love & happiness then sit back and watch
Happiness alludes cause you always pursue
but if you be still happiness will find you
but if you be still happiness will find - you
Well
It’s Mr. Wildenfree
This is this is
This Is a Southern Lover’s Anthem
Yeah
So I’ve been running for a long time
Fantasies of love, but I’ve - never crossed the line
Only had one that I called mine
And it only lasted for a month
That was in High School now I’m 23
I’ve been so alone, and yeah I’ve a fling
But even when with her, I was barely in the picture
All in my mind- and never shared it with her
I see now I was so detached
And if she was around I’d prolly want her back
Maybe for all the wrong reasons cause good lawd that body had me blooming’ all seasons
But this time I’d find a better reason
And open up my heart to let her be the Beacon
So I could discover Love
But i’m sure i’ll find another one
All up in the moment man it seems I’ve got another crush
She caught me, a brother women barely ever get to touch
Riding round the city bumping’ Cilvia
How should I go tell this girl that she should be the only one
Maybe I’m just lost for words and rather run
I’m just a man…. that’s scared of love
I see all its power and when I feel it, I feel it
Gotdamn I feel it, I feel it
They say if this crush is longer than 4 months then your in love
I say fxck you bruh
I don’t think that real love would be so one sided
I tore up my heart... i’m so divided
On one hand I say give it fxckin’ up, she don’t want you bruh
On the other I say I ain’t trying’ hard enough
And I’m back and forth cause I don’t know which way to go
Here it on the radio…don’t trust these hoes
But I’d think it won’t be long playin’ B.o.B
I’d play her all my cards listening to Bob
I’d write her love letters, playin’ McGregor
Lil Freddie know exactly how I feel and when, push comes to shove
will she care how I feel?
Most likely not, cause I’ve talked to her a couple times
She curved me every time but I’m in Denial
And I’ve been there for a while
Man I tried to pull my self out but I’m bathing’ with the Buffalo
Wetness all around me and I just don’t see these other hoes
Or maybe I ain’t deep enough?
Lets wait and see how fame and fortune dig em up
Temptation temps the tainted but I’m coming’ up
I barely know where to begin
It's like
I feel like I'm an OG around these parts I done barely stepped in
I took that shxt to heart when they said no flexin
but fxck it I'ma step into my zone
Grab the mic pick up the phone
Double up, on the wealth and the Tea
And The guac and the weed and the
Well, That's, about all you really need
And happiness and vision allows you to proceed
I think it's time I realized I'm the second KING
This ain't about dreams, it's bout setting better goals
AND Chopin shxt down like I'm with my Seminoles
Fender Rhodes but Im tiptoeing in my notes
Just kidding I got one pair of Js
And I wear em all the time
And them joints is just... fine
Fxck it I don’t even gotta mind it
Cause I'm on the right path with a... compass
And it's fxck Comcast and they overages
They will get it later, I just need some green oranges
don’t ignore me chick cause i’m bout to have all the hits
Droppin’ soulful mixed with some lyrical shxt
So old school wit a new school spin
In art they post-post-modern
Don't be alarmed man That's 5-0 at the Door
Just kidding man that's 5-0 at the door
Better pray for your life 'fore you walk out ya home
Where phone's don't even gotta roam
And you struggle like Rome making do with what you own
Just to see it crumbling down
That's like what we do to America, Now
At a fxckin house party sharing styles
And It's about time I spread a better message with style
Coming over ya clouds
And watch me wash the rainy ones away
Oh my bad, that sound like what I wanna do to babay
Joc elate be elated bout ya fxckin day
Sit back and take hold it's Mr. Wildenfree
(Freestyle rap while chillin’ with my roommate, Mike)
(opening skit)
I said that it's the fxckin’ Lo$ Davinci
What you know about me?
Gon’ for a minute but appear suddenly
Just to take all of ya hoes but pass ‘em back like hot potatoes
I know she chose but i’m better off alone
What ya waiting’ on? she said
I told her i’m just tryna make my art first then get the bread
And the women will pursue that’s just how they stay ahead
And that’s how I get some head
When they notice my potential and they just RSVP the D
Cc: All my homies and my enemies
Hey young world all my heroes are inside of me
I’ve learned a lot from my momma and my idols
Gone so long I surpassed all of my rivals
But i’ll interstellar travel back in time just to find ‘em
Then say this is how you master your survival
Do it all yourself then no one can take your wealth
Then you help all of your friends find themselves and the wealth
And then you put it all together
Circulate the dollar and make plans you follow
Try and give back, make enough to not bor-row
Live for - tomorrow but more importantly Today
What I’m tryna say is you got it
Even in a fxcked up society that only cares about ya wallets
Even with that lint inside ya pocket
you can put a smile on make sure you always rock it
Lift your own heart but don’t chase it like Vodka
But if its opportunity then take a shot
If it’s love & happiness then sit back and watch
Happiness alludes cause you always pursue
but if you be still happiness will find you
but if you be still happiness will find - you
Well
It’s Mr. Wildenfree
This is this is
This Is a Southern Lover’s Anthem
Yeah
So I’ve been running for a long time
Fantasies of love, but I’ve - never crossed the line
Only had one that I called mine
And it only lasted for a month
That was in High School now I’m 23
I’ve been so alone, and yeah I’ve a fling
But even when with her, I was barely in the picture
All in my mind- and never shared it with her
I see now I was so detached
And if she was around I’d prolly want her back
Maybe for all the wrong reasons cause good lawd that body had me blooming’ all seasons
But this time I’d find a better reason
And open up my heart to let her be the Beacon
So I could discover Love
But i’m sure i’ll find another one
All up in the moment man it seems I’ve got another crush
She caught me, a brother women barely ever get to touch
Riding round the city bumping’ Cilvia
How should I go tell this girl that she should be the only one
Maybe I’m just lost for words and rather run
I’m just a man…. that’s scared of love
I see all its power and when I feel it, I feel it
Gotdamn I feel it, I feel it
They say if this crush is longer than 4 months then your in love
I say fxck you bruh
I don’t think that real love would be so one sided
I tore up my heart... i’m so divided
On one hand I say give it fxckin’ up, she don’t want you bruh
On the other I say I ain’t trying’ hard enough
And I’m back and forth cause I don’t know which way to go
Here it on the radio…don’t trust these hoes
But I’d think it won’t be long playin’ B.o.B
I’d play her all my cards listening to Bob
I’d write her love letters, playin’ McGregor
Lil Freddie know exactly how I feel and when, push comes to shove
will she care how I feel?
Most likely not, cause I’ve talked to her a couple times
She curved me every time but I’m in Denial
And I’ve been there for a while
Man I tried to pull my self out but I’m bathing’ with the Buffalo
Wetness all around me and I just don’t see these other hoes
Or maybe I ain’t deep enough?
Lets wait and see how fame and fortune dig em up
Temptation temps the tainted but I’m coming’ up
Respect to Thelonious Martin
If you haven't heard Wünderkind you should go and go get it
It's a blank canvas man i’m sorry
yeah
How am I supposed to chill when I- I said that already
Tried to steal a heart but she wouldn't let me
Babygirl sexy but that ain't enough
It's time for me to just stop givin a fxck
Quite a clusterfxck, infatuated with you
At the table alone preparing dinner for two
I like you a little more than I care to admit
And even when I did it didn't mean shxt
I'm the type to just let it be
If you love something let it go
And if it don't come back - don't chase it
Tonight I'm bout to get drunk just get wasted
And take mind mind off you, but uh
It's like I woke up into a dream
Fantasizing about things I've never seen
With a certain somebody
All my thoughts so naughty
Scenes so visual
Sharp tried to patent it
An addict on the thoughts of you
Even when I'm dreaming you appear as beautiful too
But ya didn't really feel me and I can't force ya to
So I'm sorry but I just gotta get over you
That's what I keep telling myself
Gotta fake it til I make and desire the wealth
In this dream I'm hella rich admired by dimes
But I can't help feeling like I'm leaving you behind
I guess I'll get better with time but these dreams seem to last much longer in my mind
How can I just leave it all behind
I thought I finally got over you this time
I thought I finally got over you this time
You really didn't though, lol I'm sleep, literally
lost in a lost generation of lust seekers and love leavers yo
*yawn* Well...its Mr. Wildenfree
I been sleepin in
Woke up to vivid dreams and laughter
When I was younger I wanted to be a paster
Who would've ever thought this guy would be a rapper
Florida State Seminole and fine art Trapper
Bonafide Romantic and rarely panic
But there's somethin bout love that's like, Really? WTF
Get off the subject and outta bed
Go make some eggs
And don't think about the last thing ya said
Or what you could've done instead
If it was the right time, it'd be the right time
So don't waste the feelings or your mental state of mind
Cause the love will come when it's time
All I ever wanted to do was chase my dreams
So tell me what does that mean if you're still in em
All I ever wanted was for you to be happy
I guess that your happy when I’m not happy
And if you think you can still have me
You’re probably right
I can’t even let you go when the feelin’ ain’t right
Stopped talking’ to you for a while just to gather my smile
But I only think about what I missed
Said I only think about what I missed
So… Merry Christmas, Happy New Year
Happy Birthday, and Happy Valentines
If ya hearing this just know that I’m fine
And I’m still just up on my grind
A matter of time- before we go separate ways
At least I can't say I didn’t get a chance to say
How I really felt