February Flows (2019)

Teal is the color that I favor but I like my women
Real like the fruits that I savor
Might encourage her but who am I to save her
I can help her lift her spirits but I am not a savior

We partners in the deal
I can help her prep meals
Once I finally get my funds right
Surely I’ll provide
But I hope she loves me whether I got duckets or the cries
Deep inside
I know men are more emotional than Guys

That portray the stigmas of toxic masculinity
To infinity & beyond with that antiquated lie
I got love for all the women that been strong enough for two
You don’t really gotta stay if he disrespects you

You don’t really gotta play if my game is stressful
Just don’t cancel all the men that’s been tryna grow too
We don’t got a playbook for how you want it done
So lets just all communicate & teach better our sons
Done

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It’s a lot of functions
The conditions are met
This event
Got me listening to the Boolean yes
Not a threat? Cool

Else if
Best Protect ya neck
That’s a constant

The variables on the scene
Can pull strings
While I

Dead it by the Head
You won’t even meet the Body
That’s the end of the Script
I ain’t talkin bout a Homi
I been diggin the arrays
& the curly cues
Writing to the freeCodeCamp
live stream of jazzy tunes

Just a lil bit day by day
Pull up the Mimo
DM my people
Doin a lil bit of front end
Tryna get this code embed
With a little finesse
Cloning the repository
Conscious collaborative
Well

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Got nothin off the top so I guess I’m bout to rock
With these qwerty on the keys
Typing lyrics on the breeze
Used to tell em bout the wpm on the resumes
Seriously tryna stop sending any type of resume

Andale andale no delay on all the deadlines
I’m redlined, I’m past due
Low cash, but what’s new
Almost thought to be vagabond & live out my car
Travel to fro to vegan festivals that’s near & far

Momma said that that would make my life unnecessary hard
Thought it’s be an adventure, sell merch & find tribe
Get high in low times like old days, a regress
Sounds nice & familiar, life ain’t no recess

Progress takes a different kinda step where never charted
Told ya’ll I had bars for several years, I never charted
Told my self I’d never be that talking kinda artist
Really do it for my Tribe
For them? Endure the hardest

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Teal is the color that I favor but I like my women
Real like the fruits that I savor
Might encourage her but who am I to save her
I can help her lift her spirits but I am not a savior

We partners in the deal
I can help her prep meals
Once I finally get my funds right
Surely I’ll provide
But I hope she loves me whether I got duckets or the cries
Deep inside
I know men are more emotional than Guys

That portray the stigmas of toxic masculinity
To infinity & beyond with that antiquated lie
I got love for all the women that been strong enough for two
You don’t really gotta stay if he disrespects you

You don’t really gotta play if my game is stressful
Just don’t cancel all the men that’s been tryna grow too
We don’t got a playbook for how you want it done
So lets just all communicate & teach better our sons
Done

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It’s a lot of functions
The conditions are met
This event
Got me listening to the Boolean yes
Not a threat? Cool

Else if
Best Protect ya neck
That’s a constant

The variables on the scene
Can pull strings
While I

Dead it by the Head
You won’t even meet the Body
That’s the end of the Script
I ain’t talkin bout a Homi
I been diggin the arrays
& the curly cues
Writing to the freeCodeCamp
live stream of jazzy tunes

Just a lil bit day by day
Pull up the Mimo
DM my people
Doin a lil bit of front end
Tryna get this code embed
With a little finesse
Cloning the repository
Conscious collaborative
Well

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Got nothin off the top so I guess I’m bout to rock
With these qwerty on the keys
Typing lyrics on the breeze
Used to tell em bout the wpm on the resumes
Seriously tryna stop sending any type of resume

Andale andale no delay on all the deadlines
I’m redlined, I’m past due
Low cash, but what’s new
Almost thought to be vagabond & live out my car
Travel to fro to vegan festivals that’s near & far

Momma said that that would make my life unnecessary hard
Thought it’s be an adventure, sell merch & find tribe
Get high in low times like old days, a regress
Sounds nice & familiar, life ain’t no recess

Progress takes a different kinda step where never charted
Told ya’ll I had bars for several years, I never charted
Told my self I’d never be that talking kinda artist
Really do it for my Tribe
For them? Endure the hardest

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Aye this beat jiggy
I’m a have to cop a feely
On the flow
Tone.Deaf recommended for the flex

It’s Mr. Wildenfree I say it wit my chest
So that everybody knows
I shout Well round the city
No biggie

Out here really Savin cow titties
Drinking cashew milk
I pass through filtered water for the blend
Thank the Berkey, White people don’t hurt me
I am not a threat if you don’t test my gangsta

See me shawty I am not no wanksta
Thanks to my Momma & my sista
That I’m this real
I been here you just noticed
Not the coldest
My tea stay this hot
ATL like Harlow, & Cyhi the Drip Drop

Told ya’ll the sips hot
Ginger in my pot
Just let it steep

Well

Bless to Redman Wildenfree just let it be

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I swear ima be so powerful when pxssy don’t move me
Women are phenomenal for more than they coochie
I don’t really know how I would handle any groupies
I stay low-key so they rarely get to choose me

Two seats
Eye to eye facing each other
We could conquer any problem in the world with discussion
Matched with
Vulnerability, understanding
And relinquishing the need to dominate or hide ya hand

Play ya cards right
What’s on the face don’t matter if ya building up
A house for the joy & experience of living love

Well, yes you know it very well
Peace & Blessings for the greeting & the greeting’s for the gratitude
Honoring your presence
When you’re smiling, there is magnitudes

Manifesting your greatest aura
Pedals bloom on the flora for ya
Sun’ll shine & the seas will shore ya
Rest assured, there’s meaning for ya
Here

Well

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When I’m down, nothing can bring me up
And quite so when I’m up, nothing can bring me down
I be going through the motions & I let ‘em go round
I been becoming myself, & I love what I found

I am very much a human in this bih, truly fallible
Emotions come in waves
Yeah the tidal’s coming after you
The moon of a Cancer
Son of a Aquemini
Triple eyes open
And I’m flowin' like the riverside

This beat is on spin like the washer here on Laundry Day
Get it on stream before the tidal becomes a Hurricane
Deliver the bass, the kick, the snare, the drop
London be makin' it hot
No wonder Atlanta been heatin’ the days of winter
Since December

I remember when the snow never came, but we played it safe
Now? Calculate risk
Make a wish
And go start the day
Do it Well

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My Wellth is soon to be quantified
Value metric level up
I’m Measuring the manifestations
Big equations
The value of my words weighted
On thoughts I’ve contemplated
I’m feelin so elated
Elevated from the nascent

Places matriculated
I once was inundated by
Couldn’t help but overcome
The stigmas I had tainted my
Self with cause only my mental
Makes it incidental habituations
Ever complacent
Catching less than kosher vibes

Two sides of the spectrum
run the whole gamut, the plane
Don’t remember my name
The message weigh more than the fame
Just a blip in a booklet
A highlighter took it to catch ya eye
Soon they’ll have to quote it just to keep my dope spirit alive

Now I know the value of my worth
And these words that I decorate these bars
With that make ya nod along
wrote a song or a couple hunnid
No longer gettin bluntin'
But I ain’t judgin'
might just puff to reminisce to somethin'

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I’m up way past my bed time
Borrowed dead mine’s
Worry bout it later these beats I’ma cater to
Decatur to the Stone Mountain
Save the pebble rock’s throw
You & I know God’s no
Human with a white beard

My tears flowing down my face
For the human race
We still so divided even I can’t rectify it
I mean I can’t justify it, why it bring it up
Pass the mug, get the water boiled
Overthink until I spoil

Seen so much don’t know what I saw
Been somewhere that I never thought
Floating in a dream thru the astral
Scoping out the scene, ima pass though

This ain’t quite my atmosphere
Ima dip up outta here
For a couple minute years
Ima save myself the time
It’s sublime
You can find all your presents in the now
Ask me how
Seek to find a state of balance in the Wild
Child

Well

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I $tole the drums from stlndrms
You hear the da da dum
& the prrrt kit ti tada
Ta tit, warm tater totters
In the toaster
Tea on the coaster
Been listening to E
Since wore them OG Totes

I had similar loafers
Busted to the sole
But my soul was being polished
As time nurtured us older
Delivered from my ignorance
I’m still drippin out of it
This heat like a sauna pulls the steam
Puriphying me

The Intricate dada dum
Dropped the beat, kicked start the dream
The kit ta fit in the room
Surgically tippin the power scale
Feelin Well
Shoulda saw that coming
Now all my vibes got ya eyebrows jumpin

Foot tappin, Head rockin
Heard the “ooh” sounding off
Babygirl lookin “ooh” wit the sauce
Love her good but the timing’s off
I can wait hope forever not long

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What’s better than words spoken
Is silence kept in peace
Unless they asking for your thoughts, you should let it be
If you’re asking them to talk? do the listening
Fallin' victim to the word vomit? sickening

Simply sincerely, a letter to myself
I’m failing my way to wealth & love
And both endure their casualties
Catastrophes of passive, placid figments of imagining
Reality ain’t sterile so your vocals lure cacophonies

With disharmonic frequencies  
That you never intended
Foolish Mr. Wild, you forgot your lesson
The message ain’t to set it right but see it rightly
The eye sees what “I” need
And there’s a balance I’ll have to suffer

When I choose whether or not to impart on another
My views, thoughts & opinions
Advice I wanna mention
Decide, but never question
The right to remain silent
The guidance I wanna give
Is my own way to live

Well

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Well

Slip & slidin' on some syllables & similes
Synergy saving sheeple around assemblies
Send the signal, something so sure you’ll remember to save
So the soldiers sent to sea
Sonar will sync the sound waves

Wash the sink after the dishes
Momma taught me this way
She raised a conscious black man
So there’s so much to say
Suffices to shout Solo
So loud I’m screaming Chewie
Silence should sound like a soothing serenity

Soliloquy’s of silhouettes some soon are sure to forget
Sifted sands in the sieves shaken so long in time

Send a satchel with savants snacking celery
Supplies stored this energy
So they can seek a centipede
Centuries old that surely knows
Sequence of step, sequestered insect
Selected simply for the scent
Seized & shook, strapped down
Sharp Syringe inserted swift
So long, sayonara yes happened quick

Nonsensical adrift in these S’s
Some how some way I’m sure you seek a lesson
Several hundred year old species
Severed in seconds
Surely something some would never beg to question

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Tabula rasa, blank state of mind
Clarity disparity
With nothing on my mental other than
This beat I’m burying
The paradiddle humdrum
Of nothing at all

Overthinking is my norm now
I’m bare like the fall’s
End when the passtime
Autumn leaves an empty wind
Ever present in this moment calling that a win

Spring is rollin in, come & goin again
Never know the bend
Or the break of the bass
Or the pace of the wind flow
Exhale let it go out the window

Inhale

With a steady grace
Something’s been happening to me
Not the man that I used to be - he’s gone
K E M  never went this hard in my life
Til I felt real sorrow
It’s all good joy comes in the morrow
Til then be still let ya heart sow

Seams of balance, the light gleams in malice
The night seems to last but it too will surely pass
Over you
And new days dawn soon

Well

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I wish life felt as joyous as the vibes on this song
I’ve been in & out of progress barely seem to get along
It’d be nice if the problems went away with the thrill
Here I am 27 still chasing after bills

Talkin bout the ones that come up in the mail
When you owe ‘em
Due dates been past
Automatic overdrafts
Automatic snatch the money soon as you just got it back
Yeah, no wonder rappers sing about securing the bag

All the talent in the world don’t ensure you get that
The preparation may not get timely opportunities back
The feelings of Inadequacy be surely a trap
All the time you put in don’t mean that it’s well spent

I know where the time went
Can’t be doin this right
Motivation running out frequently be burning out
Hey Siri please play Kid Cudi’s Down & Out
All Along, No One Believes Me, Day n’ Nite

Trapped in my Mind & lookin for the Balance
Yeah this life here has surely been a challenge

Well

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Well

Feels good to be needy babygirl I feel ya
But I wanna want you more than I need ya
I feed ya the sustenance of Substance abundance
I’m lovin' your poise & circumference

It’s been a lil minute since I touched in, what’s been
Runnin' thru ya mind, Hope ya really feelin' fine
As ya look
Read a book, more like listened to it
Had me reminiscing on the times we’d get into it
Wax philosophical

The tropical drip when your clothes dropped off
Hot sauce without the wasabi pepper spice
Girl ya had me feelin' nice every time
Ever need me? baby just drop a dime
Know my line

Know the crazy feelings that we once rocked for each other
To be honest I been happy even though you found a lover
And I’m sure that time will lead me to care about another
But It’s all good to know we found meaning through our trouble

Don’t be vindictive, the kisses & cuddles
Were so real in our time, it’s what got us to our prime
I just wanna wish ya Happy Valentines

Well

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Well

Feelin freer than I’ve ever been
Ride amongst the lows
Take the hill to the heaven sent
Just an idiom
Don’t know where that leads anyway
But I’m bout to make that Cruz bop playin Dani Leigh

Switchin lane lanes & I’m thinking bout swervin
Take this exit cause I’m seeking a slutty vegan
For the weekend
Order me a Sloppy Toppy not tryna get Fussy Hussy
I’m tryna get Sluttified

Dinner like my Kryptonite
God, I Break Fast
Eating intermittently
When on top of my energies
I’m tryna live for centuries like Casey’s brother LL Cool Tay
Fela Kuti, Killer Mike
Yeah tryna build my own Tribe

I’ve been on mine
I’ve been online
Building up a business
Takes Diligence
Working to create my own pay
Takes patience
We all got the same 24, can’t waste it

Well

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Well

If I’m really gon’ make it I can’t lie
If I’m really gon’ try then I’ll sure fly
Reach an altitude where all the pain subsides
& danger shies away from mine

Nah nah nah
You can’t dodge ‘em all
You can brace for the fall
Clutch crutch if ya crawl
Stand tall, even if you under 6ft
Ya ain’t 6ft under yeah that sips deep

I can’t speak for the beauty outta my reach
But this life I see from mine naturally she fine
Graceful, so divine
Failing forward fast, forever gonna last
Got some lessons learned some to unlearn

Got a passion for reactions meant to discern
Deeper levels of communication tired of sayin
The same 'ol surface level shh in every conversation

We can make that big talk & dive in contemplation
Back stroking through Epiphanies
I like clarity, sippin' herbal tea
Steep slow, let the melody breathe

Well

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Well

Safe haven’s light years away
My fears need great escape
Seems the sanctuary’s sectioned off
I’m feelin lost I’ve ventured off

I’m coming back round to the dark sides here mentally
What’s meant to be will always be
The pendulum still swings, duality
I’ve actually discovered peace

Amidst the down lows cause I know the highs rise
This darkness won’t be my demise
Stare it in the face I won’t cover my eyes
I won’t let these hard times keep me terrified

I mean, this too shall pass
And that’s a fact
The only thing that’s a constant is change
Don’t wanna stay the same
There’s some growth on the other side of things
Once I overcome it

And I’m becoming much more than I coveted
I’m covered in the grace of my love for this
I’m starting to discover bliss
Holding light amidst the darkness

Well

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This life been give & take from the jump
I tried to stock up
Cultivating skills I wouldn’t bring to potlucks
Now I’m learning to stay focused on my passions
And get to action

And here I stay living so Wildenfree
While Titan dishin’ out the recipes
And if your payin’ you can probably eat
Though you might get generosity

Reciprocity the bare minimum
So deliver some
What you give is what you get
& I got lots more to give
that’s how I living

adjust the pivot I’m switching career positions
Tap dancing on all these rhythms
Somebody book me a show

I gotta get on the road & roll
Don’t wanna do it alone
but if I have to I’ll make it there on own
Can’t tell if this the right way to go
But if I don’t go who gon’ really know

Well

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Been a lil wishy washy, wish I wouldn’t wallow
What a wonderful world, why would I whittle all the
Minutes away just worrying what if & when
It all depends on what I’m within, Now let’s dig in

Now the science of the mind is the law of attraction
And if I really know that well then why am I asking
And why am I seeking what’s already inside
I’ve been living out my life Just to
Get it right

But let’s double back to line number 5, 6 & 7
If I already got it? Tell me why am I stressing
Well reality will throw so much up on your plate
That society, you’ll feel like you can’t escape

Well

Less is more I implore
Though it’s easier to philosophically explore
Don't even get me started on really dealing with all the feelings
The logic was hard enough now emotions thunder the ceiling

And burn up a cinder in the chest palpating the heart
Equated to fire’s started in California Blazes
Amazing this Matrix life designed
How could I think to resign
Life gets better with time

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Whoo, Been a long day
In the studio with AG, Trent & Zay
Cookin up the fire over Dynasty
Took a minute, talked about some Anime

Say wait, well
Where the time go
Doesn’t matter had a ball dropped bars
Flow, gettin crazier with each every passing day
Mass delay on this one
But it’s a crisp one, vibe true
I’m cool with it

Subtle art of beat drop & a jig
Finna have to detox in a bit
All this food I slid by on ain’t healthy the kid
And yes it’s possible to be unhealthy

And vegan

But to each their own
Even on this journey of mine I see pure signs
To get ready get raw
Sip tea & stand tall
Wildenfree et al

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AG & The Free on the Call
Tell me what do you know that can drip & don’t drop
Seems like the fall makes us who we really are
If you wanna go far gotta endure it all

Swerve off in a hoopty don’t see
All the lights on the dash, gets me from A to B
Why worry when you know how to plan
Take action when you can
Leave the stress for Peace

CBD, a lil drip underneath, let it be
A scoop of Ginko Biloba & Gotu Kola for tea
Add in some natural peppermint leaf
This is soothing already
Worry-be-gone in a steady

Raised up another glass
Set the tone
Get the playlist ready
In the zone
Focused & determined to better myself
Got a plan ima see it fruition after all
Just as long as I endure the drip of the fall

Well

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Well

This here groove in the pocket
Know this Lo-Fi here mixed by Oli
Mr. Wildenfree been blessed with connections
The message is be yourself & be Free

Sips tea consistently
Under constellations
Gemini, Cancer, Libra Rising
Let the Sky in
Breathe like you never had an “inhale” to fry in
Despise him? why would you take the time
Out ya mind

Spend it all on the Gratitude, & store for the war
To endure all the darkness Duality employs
You, can overcome all the silly things you’ve done
When you start to realize that you ain’t the only one

Who felt some pain
Screwed up some things
Emitted disdain
Yo luck can change, yeah

Though it takes your sole touch
To erupt all the Life that’s within you to love

Though it takes your soul touch
To erupt all the Life that’s within you to love

Well

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Tears won’t fall today
Got work all on plate
This beat seems grim but it’s life in cadences
The list is gettin long
Priorities in order

Melodies I’ve fallen awful short of
Here right here in the dead of night
Really could’ve closed my eyes some time ago
But kick & Bass & hi-hats attack

I stir up to that
What lacks is not a spoon for puddles or cuddles
Befuddled, I scoop for
Bags & safety
Crash & maybe

The lack of sleep might be worth it in the end
I guess it could all depend
Because family & friends
And my relations with loved ones
Should be where time’s spent

But priorities right
It’s always clearer in hindsight
Two sips get my mind right
Soul bright, need no night light

3:51 in the a.m.
Who I become is who I say I am
Who I think I am & always
Who I allow myself to be perpetually

Well

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Here I am
Entered a world of violence
Hard to posit your purpose when frequently there’s sirens
Momma’s telling me it’s hard to sleep when guns are firing
Truth be told I thought the suburbs were a safe asylum

Switch my focus back to Flows where purity is golden
Hold the idealistic optimism top of mind
Know "The Secret"
Don’t you bring up what you can’t deny
Just envision life in beauty in the here & now

See the sounds, taste the color
Feel the frequency
The peace to Be
The season’s sheath
Surely you’ll believe

Indubitably
Truth in the beat
Will verify percussion
And melodies will sure perceive
Beauty in discussion
Far in time where I have yet to reach

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If my kids know love, Then ima love ‘em still
I ain’t scared to unlearn what I thought was real
See this life ain’t cut & dry, nor dehumidified
Won’t let the actions of one Jussie crucify the Pride

Similar I hope that people learn to love despite
The color of my skin, the views that I have surfaced in
Seeing beauty in the world amidst all of the darkest dims
Letting go of all the Judgement, who am I to pin

The gavel to the natural laws of the universe
Won’t ever Transgress on Trans we of equal worth
Getting over homophobia, a petty curse
Still a work in progress, but I’ll do the work

Accidentally wrote the most important song in my life
On a whim because a t-shirt really made think twice
It doesn’t make me less a man cause I love & don’t fight
And if you got a problem with it, face the mirror tonight

Well

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Tick Tock
Is my face ever gonna be
As ageless as the face watch
Time stops never
It grandfathers in
The next of my kin
Withers up my skin

Thank goodness I don’t crack
Watch the Calendar trap
All my presence in to scheduled tasks
Thought to take a nap
But the truth is time won’t wait or give it back
And society compels to take action

Stumble to reaction
At this pace
It’s kinda hard to jump to the front of the race
My proactive’s late
I’m eluding greatness
By the standard of many

Taking my time
On this road, less traveled
Seeking my soul, on this path unraveled

Most times I’m in over my head
As the land slides & the seas tide
And the current catches my drift
Urging me to be more swift

Though sometimes I find spaces
In time where I like patience

Well

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Well

Don’t ever get it twisted Mr. Wildenfree is bout the business on the beat
I’m an addict for doing me
The greatest here ever to be
I couldn’t possibly see
Through life other than mine
As radiant, divine, or sublime

Here I go
Watch me now
Might just disappear a while
Not the master of masters
Though I could master up a track
I been here for the facts
& non-fiction, self developmental
You should see all the channels I subscribe to on the tube

I arrived on a June afternoon
Such a Blessing
As life was given unto me despite impending stresses
& lessons of adolescence
Happy to say I made it alive past 25
Still yet, here I rise

Not the average or not quite like what you’re used to
Duality in Balance, ebb & flow the truth through
A life worth living & expressing in candor
All the answers received make you question all that you knew

Well

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Consistency is underrated
So many times I’ve tried & made it only
For moment
Ironically that doesn’t harness all the onus
Placed upon my shoulders
But look now, I set a goal & made it happen

28 days, a little zombie from the lack of sleep
But I’m claiming victory
Thank you for believing in me
I came through & delivered the heat
And stayed true to being the Free
Can’t you see
That you can be as Wildenfree as Me

And it takes a lot of balance
Just rise up to the challenge
Im sure that you can manage
Don’t you sell yourself short
I am speaking to ya heart
Don’t need ya brain to retort
Find your lane & stay sane
Set your pace & go forth

Meditate a little bit
Deliver whatever you've got to give
Prioritize Life if you wanna live
Anything can happen
Gratitude can be your satisfaction
In the existential dread
Loc faith in the presence
Of the present moment that you’re standing in

And I’m sure you can win

Well

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No it ain’t a leap year
I had to hop on the beat still
Heart & the mind
Found the power & the peace here
Plenty in the pocket
Get the parking lot jumping to the rhythm
But this one just boom bappin
So I had to make it happen

Last one up in the series
I mean it this time I’m serious
Or maybe I’ll entertain
Trollin' just a little more
Resist the Flow? No
How could you think you would pass
On a phenomenal philomath
Philosophically smashin' the gas

And revving engines driving up the vibrations
Sensational if ya satisfied with good, joy, elation
Positive gyrating
Ticket to Time taken back
From booty raps and toilet flows
You & I both Good & know

Let me digress cause I don’t pity the fool
I’m Mr. WildenTea I’ll sip until I zen up the room
I’ll go to ZenTea & pick up all my loose leaf
On my vegan vibes, ain’t no chicken, pork, beef

Well

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