InKonscious (2018)

InKonscious - EP (2018). An intimate self-reflection. 6 Original songs. An ode to Becoming & Overcoming. Written & Produced by Mr. Wildenfree.

December 29, 2018

Wildenfree Records

Date Conceived:

March 7, 2018

"Restriction of thought, action, &/or speech is considered oppression
Even if one does it to oneself"

Held back
By the synapses firing attack
Overthinking on the map
Of my neurons in fact
Pathways kinda trained
To consistently encourage all the same

Bad habits
A rabbit ventured down the hole he burrowed
Tryna find the light of soul, chiaroscuro
It’s a thin line between brows & a furrow
Contemplating all my dark side thoughts in the night

Benighted to Enlightened
Is the road to redemption
If we continued the way forward with progression
Been HOT about these outside forces oppression
But it seems I allowed it within

Endowed a begin & a start from the bottom of my heart
And a keep going from my intuition
But the Brain ain’t been sane in a minute
Holding on to chains anchored from beginning

Running down the same old track of excuses
How I find distractions to turn down the music
Heartbeat the bass waiting on me to do it
Hip Hop needs another teacha to school it

Yeah

But I feel oppression
I feel oppression
From the inside forces neglection
I feel oppression
From the inside forces depression

Held Up
By the inner peace saying I can’t give up
Contemplated giving up
I’m better when I’m this up
I’m telling you to get up
Cause there’s more in store for us

I’m full on my luck
Having met Zazie Beetz
The Domino’s will fall just fine every sweep
I’ve been around the block ya’ll just haven’t met me
Cause I stick to my path like its owed to my feet

I’m older & seeking the answers
To eliminate cancerous thoughts in the mind - that’s deep
I’m told that I’m deep and she likes that my voice goes deep
Does she know of the heights I can reach

Better yet do I know? Cause if I do then, Well
I gotta get right to it cause to do it is Swell
And the proof is that - the truth is that I can be and always have been
My own worst enemy yo the fears I imagine

When I feel oppression
When I feel oppression
When I feel oppression
From the inside forces neglection

When I feel oppression
When I feel oppression
When I feel oppression
From the inside forces depression

Love of the World got my higher self gone
I raise the vibes but they higher when I’m home
I can’t deprive what is rightful to condone
The legacy of a don
No wonder my name is Sean

I shouldn’t be very long
I gotta get out the way
I’m better when I commit to action no inner debate
I’m searching tryna relate
Inkonscious and outerspace
An Ally of yours today
Fighting all demons away
Hey

Inkonscious
Having the nonstop call to attend to your monsters
Knowing better but stuck in the habitual curses
Would like to do better but ain’t?
Aware that once you step into the light of success
You’ll have to work your way back thru to an easy life

But was easy life all I was meant to perceive
I will not accept the imperfections of my character I am capable of changing

To grow is a contradiction
To remain the same is missing the purpose of my life

Sips Tea, amidst a burning
Endarkenment to navigate it
Sips Tea amidst a burning world
Sips Tea, Sips Tea

Sips Tea amidst a burning world
Sips Tea, Sips Tea
Sips Tea amidst a burning
Sips Tea, Sips Tea

Well

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Self-Centered

Mr. Wildenfree

3:16

Date Conceived:

June 20, 2018

I may have to just double down on my conceit
Told ‘em I could be whatever I wanted to be
Self-Centered like the balanced people in my team
Nah we not sharing, we shining
I may just be a beast I may have to remind ‘em

Yet instead I chose to shine a light
That reflect on the next alike
We talk third eye to eye
And by & by

We love despite it all
Disagree or dead it all
I’ma need a better ball
If this is the game that I’m playing
Then I’ve done it all

Disappear the camouflage
Yeti sipping on a cup of Tea
Feeling Wildenfree

Well
I guess it’s a thang to rock the scene
But I’m really homebody
Still got love for the team

Really
I got Love for all of ya’ll
But my personal space is something
that you can’t equate with

I still drop the ball with personal relationships
Didn’t mean to be abrupt
Or make you think like what the
What do it do

I’m a make it to the 2200s
With this kinda funkshion
Told ya back then that my music really bumpin
Turnin nothin to somethin
Wait to play out percussion

I may have to just double down on my conceit
Told ‘em I could be whatever I wanted to be
Self-Centered like the balanced people in my team
Nah we not sharing, we shining
Nah we not sharing, we shining

More like I’m free floatin’ outer space
With my arms outstretched after really tryna flex
Ultimately we still want to connect
But there’s something 'bout the freedoms of introspection

Tell me why you won’t quit ya flexin
I’m so stressed out need self-reflection
Couple days of meditation & relations
I feel like I’ve been patient
I’m lookin for my baby

I may have to just double down on my conceit
Told ‘em I could be whatever I wanted to be
Self Centered like the balanced people in my team
Nah we not sharing, we shining
Nah we not sharing, we shining

Το shine
It means following your path
Doing what’s right for you
Filling your cup
So that then you can runneth over

It matters not if someone gives you a piece of food
But if they show you how to cultivate your own
to take a humble acorn
And grow it into an oak

To shine
It means gathering your light
And reflecting it on others
To influence their life in a positive manner

To shine
It means peace of mind
Self-sustenance
Being unshakeable

And then
When your cup runneth over
You can share abundantly with the world

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#QOTD - “How big is your cup?”